Dear J,
I
don't know what happened to us, but all I know was
that we made ourselves happy for a
short while. But when you left, you were still happy, while I was left weeping
over the sweetest of memories we made
together.
Your
forever lasted for one month. It was
the shortest forever
I have ever experienced in my life. Thank
you for that. For a month you made me feel that I am important and that I am
unique and that I am loved. Your efforts were overwhelming. No one has ever
done so much for me. I never thought someone would fetch me up at a bus stop on
a midnight. Or would ask me to have dinner on a midnight. Or would check on my
activities on a weekend. Or would actually ask me to spend my weekend with him.
You were the first guy who visited
our house. You knew mom and dad and we didn't care about their whereabouts. I
told them we were friends. Because
more than lovers, we were friends.